I miss living my life...
The way I used to smile...
The way I used to cheer up and say hi
To the faces known- unknown who use to pass by!
Now all I think is about loss
The borrowed pain and the imposed gloss
The cruelty being wrapped in morality
The evil face of my own divinity
The face which looks back from mirror
...is not mine!
The eyes are same but they reflect shame
...instead of shine!
When my own people touch me...
I don't feel a thing!
For a moment I do see them smiling
But then I blink!
It’s as if I am watching my life
...from a glass door
They are calling my name
..But I could hear no more!
I am beating the glass, asking them for help
They think I am being snobbish n giving them hell
They r going away n all they feel for me is sorrow n despise
I am helpless n weak but they leave me crying
It is not even a nightmare
It is real... it's the animal in me and is alive
I am scared, am panting inside and screaming
Gimme back my life...
oh man.. when it happened? i feel so trapped in myself... i want a escape.. i want out!
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